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      Damn, you have a great site. 
      I've been targeted for over a decade: stalking, poisoning and RF weapons.
      Forced to move 6x's.
      In contact with over a dozen TI's locally.
      Everyone wants to know why we were chosen?
      Any defense?
      Fk usg intel.

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Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Philippians 4:8

A reader of this website wrote in with the following inquiry:

I came across your website (1/2/21) from a person responding to a post on Parler regarding UFOs. I haven’t read too much but already I “see” in my own life these effing implants. So now, this begs the question, “Who am I, really?” What info can I trust? Can I trust the Bible? Have ALL of my “extra” ordinary experiences been falsehoods? I feel like I have to start on a blank slate and it’s exhausting at 52. What kind of life have I prepared my children for? Thank you for sharing this information. It seems to me that 99% of life as I know it is a hoax. Where to go from here?

Jeff says:

Hi (name withheld by request),

Those are some big questions you're asking. I don't think I can adequately answer those in an email; however, I'll just offer a few observations and suggestions.

Curly from "City Slickers"You are still you. The technology allows them to artificially put thoughts and dreams into your head. But YOU are not those thoughts and dreams -- you are merely PERCEIVING them. Does that make sense? So the question of "who am I, really" is a philosophical question that all people have asked throughout history, regardless of mind control tech. So you're in the same boat as everyone else regarding that question. What's the meaning of life? "That's what YOU'VE got to figure out," like the cowboy in the movie City Slickers said. Being a subject of this kind of abuse (or any other) dosen't really change that.

What info can you trust? I'd suggest that the safest general attitude is to TRUST NO ONE. Keep your guard up. You don't have to be a nervous wreck about it. Stay cool and be courteous and friendly with people. But just be careful about how close you get with anyone and what you believe. Anyone even talking about these subjects should be immediately suspect, just because normal people don't care and don't want to know. They want to watch basketball and Netflix and go for drinks. A lot of the people who present themselves as "researchers" and "journalists" dealing with these issues are disinformation operatives. It's a minefield. They'll put out 95% good information, stuff you haven't heard anywhere else, to gain your trust, then hit you with the poisionous payload in the other five percent.

Sometimes that poison 5% is that the government is keeping secrets about aliens, or about to finally disclose what it knows. I say that's bullshit. I studied the alien abduction books, a lot of them, a decade ago, and what most of them had in common was that the "aliens" were telepathic and that human military personnel were also often observed. Meanwhile, targeted individuals nowadays report synthetic telepathy being used to read and control their thoughts. So I don't believe anything to do with aliens. It's all a smokescreen. Check out Martin Cannon's essay "The Controllers" in its entirety for starters. That's one of the most important essays you'll ever read on this subject, and it's only a few dozen pages long.  Well worth your time.

Next, go on my website (on a computer or tablet, but not a phone if at all possible) and you'll see a menu at the top. There's a menu option for mind control research. Whenever you have time to seriously study, check out that information. I spent a lot of time putting it all together, and I suggest that it's worth your time to review. I put up my site specifically because most of the other sites out there dealing with this subject matter were either too speculative, not credible, or downright disinformation. I think it's so important that I put it up as a website for everyone to freely access. I could have written a book and tried to make money off it but that's not what this is about. This is about warning the world that we're being covertly enslaved and they had better wake up. Few seem to care, though. People are waking up a bit now due to the election controversy but I think that's a controlled spectacle. Trump is in bed with big pharma just like Biden.

You asked whether ALL of your "extraordinary" experiences have been falsehoods.  I can't answer that without knowing the details of those experiences. But I'll bet that many of them probably were, if you're a mind control subject / targeted individual.  Did any of them involve "strange coincidences?"  That's usually a red flag.  Put your guard up way high when you notice coincidences. Another term for this is "artificial synchronicity."  It usually means that you're being actively messed with by the spy agencies at that moment. And if you tell anyone about it, especially authorities, you risk being diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic suffering from "delusions of reference."  The spy agencies control psychiatry, medicine, and probably many other professions, along with the politicians and mass media.  See the Weaponized Psychiatry section of this website for more on that.

I've also noticed that I'll get a lot of seemingly-sincere email inquiries like yours, compose a thoughtful response like this one, and then later get a follow-up response which leads me to believe that the writer is, IN FACT,  totally psychotic. I think that the intel agencies will in many cases deliberately target and mess with people who have legitimate, actual, psychiatric issues.  Then, when those people complain about the effects of the mind control or other covert activities, they will complain about it, but the general public will respond by thinking those types of claims stem from the underlying mental illness, because this person is obviously nuts. Then, when the CIA or whoever go after a legitimate political dissident and start messing with them, and the dissident complains, it's easier to label that dissident as a mental case as well, because a precedent has been set.  See how this works? In many cases, a dissident whe was originally totally mentally sound can be MADE to become mentally ill, through the application of mind control tech, drugs, or other methods. Shades of "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest."  By the way, while I'm on this point, make absolutely sure, as a top priority, that you listen to all of Jeremy Radlow's podcasts.

As to your question about whether you can trust the Bible. I'm a former agnostic, now Christian, and suggest that if you have doubts, look at the story of Jesus in the New Testament. The essential message is that Jesus offered His life for our salvation, and it's a free gift. All you need to do is accept it. There is no other price tag attached. To my way of thinking, if there is a God, that's exactly the kind of thing He would do, and that He would want us to believe. So I choose to accept that. And it doesn't mean that I have to buy in to all of the other baggage that some people bring to religion. Like bibliolatry -- the worship of the Bible itself as an idol, which is a sin, but which a lot of religious people will try to convince you that you need to do. I'm a Christian but not like most ... I still find more philosophical common ground with Ayn Rand, who was an atheist, than with many of the more obnoxious sorts of religious people. Anyway I have an article on my site that I wrote a few years ago called "The Will of God." Check it out if you want more of my thoughts on that.

Life is not a hoax, but just about everything that the politicians and media tell you is. So draw that line in your mind. Go about your life and make the best of it. Enjoy your family, friends, freedom, nature, and uplifting things. We only get one shot at life, so despite all of the horrific things that are going on out there, try to keep your knowledge of it separate from who you are as a person and don't let it get you down too much. Stay focused on the positive. Easier said than done, sometimes, I know. But in many cases that may really be the only power you have, so use it.

Hope that helps a bit.


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January 3, 2021. I received the below response from another reader, and post it here with their express permission:

Dear Jeff,

Just a quick comment in regard to your most recent post. This is such a kind and wise response. I hope that the person who wrote you is helped by it. That "shock" of first becoming aware of some of these things can be very difficult to take.

Every once in a while I send a link to particular articles on your site to friends who seem to be interested in understanding one aspect or another of our current world situation. To date none has have given feedback that I can recall. As you say in your post referenced above, most people don't want to know about this stuff.

May God continue to bless you with knowledge, understanding and wisdom.

(name withheld by request)

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Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things." Philippians 4:8

I just received the e-mail quoted below, and am publishing it here because it is a typical example of the never-ending baloney currently being promoted on the internet that blames private actors for the atrocities being committed by out-of-control intelligence agencies, on an ongoing basis.

But this is really nothing new. Since the middle of the last century, they have been blaming "mental illness" for victim complaints. In the 1980s, they started blaming "alien abductions."  A few years ago, they added "gang stalking" to the list of false explanations.

Now in 2015, apparently, it's "collection agencies."  My only question is, "how retarded can you get?"

Also, take notice of the websites this writer is promoting; they include FFCHS and the "Covert Harassment Conference," which in my judgment are government-sponsored traps designed to help corral true victims and direct their energies into useless avenues. Likewise with ICAACT, which promotes "RF scanning" as a solution, and a website called "bibliotecapleyades" which promotes the common disinformation theme (see MC301) that mind control is accomplished using "scalar waves" (both are nonsense, see MC402).

Quoted message follows below.


On 10/31/2015 10:18 AM, Abhi <> wrote:

 Collection agencies have access to a sophisticated, illegal technology network worldwide that uses the electromagnetic spectrum to extract, map and store private information (physical/physiological/speech/mental and online/telecom). They use this information and technology globally to continuously monitor, harass and attempt to manipulate targets as part of illegal collection practices in the 21st century.

 Illegal Collections may be a source of finance for the network.


 Some links with information on the tactics and technology used:

 This is a social problem which will need consumers and regulators to be informed of the potential abuses of technology in the 21st century and take the necessary steps towards reforming the legal standards of collection and otherc covert surveillance practices.

 Anything you can do to share this information with consumers/ regulators and/or law enforcement will be appreciated.

October 16, 2017 Update

During my web surfing this evening, I came across the following:

insurance disinfo

This variation is clever in that the author not only is attempting to deflect attention from the state security services, but also trying to cause victim readers to lay blame upon their immediate friends and families.   In other words, the author wants them to take steps to isolate themselves from those that they may ultimately need the most.  A targeted individual who is alone and without a strong support system is one that can be much more easily neutralized. Again, how retarded can you get?  These are rather lame attempts at cover stories, I think, and probably won't go too far.  Mental illness is, and will probably remain, the most plausible cover story for Zersetzung operations for quite some time.

Hi Jeff,

You mentioned the fact that the stalkers like TI's chatting on forums.  Why is that?

I think you are referring to the Jeremy's podcasts from which are on the front page of my website.   He said that, not me.    I think his idea was that the people responsible for abusing targets/subjects are intentionally playing them against each other.   Get people all riled up, making accusations against each other, paranoid, acting crazy.      That's why I stay away from all of the conference calls and other group activities.    There is no such thing as a "TI Community" -- just a lot of individual victims and a bunch of the abusers mixing themselves in pretending to be victims too.   It's a mess.  

Thanks to you, I am alot more chilled about what is going on around 24 hours a day,

Glad to hear it.

but my problem is when I am asleep.   Even when I wake up during the the handler have a break or the just change shifts.

I think you are dealing with people who are doing a job and working shifts.  They monitor and manipulate subjects remotely by means of high-tech implants in the subject's brain and body.  If they are subjecting to you sleep deprivation, you might try taking valerian and/or melatonin supplements which seem to help.

CAN I BE SO IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You don't have to be important to be subjected to this.  Many thousands of soldiers are KILLED in wars.  Does that mean they are "important" as individuals?  In the USA, there are millions of people in prison, many of whom are serving decades for non-violent drug "offenses."    Are they "important" in any meaningful way?   No, I don't think so.  Yet the government is willing to spend $40,000 - 50,000 a year, per head, to keep them incarcerated.   I'll bet you that the costs of managing an implanted population of citizen/subjects is far LESS since there are no buildings or real estate to maintain.  Just staff working remotely.

The government has virtually unlimited resources and can abuse whoever it wants with impunity if it chooses to.   You don't have to be "important" to be targeted.    Most targets/subjects/victims are probably just ordinary individuals.  In fact, choosing average nobodies to screw with makes it more likely that no one will pay attention.

I recevied the following e-mail today (Nov. 4, 2013) and publish it here with the express permission of its author. I have added paragraph spacing to improve presentation and readability. It is otherwise presented in its original, unedited form.   I do not know the author and cannot offer any insight into their statements, other than to say that it seems to fit the general pattern of MKULTRA abuse that I am aware of. JP

[Name:] <removed by request>
[E-mail:] <removed by request>
[May I publish your comments?] Yes‚ without my name or contact information
[Your Comments:]

2005 rape as a means of torture, possibly on the background of surveillance abuse or other intrigues, ..lots of "coincidences" and Information the perp had I didn´t give to him. 2007 hooked up by a machine, or the first one made more transparent.

Maybe someone tried to help me, later they tortured. They regressed in a Cameron-Style, induced pain, raped, made me dizzy, disrupted my sleep and induced dreams (nightmares), flashed visual Icons. It seams understandable that someone with a technology like this would never agree to give it up and rather declare anyone as evil or insane who talks about it or critisizes it. On the other hand the crimes commited by this maschine are grave enough that it would be more insane not to talk about it, or demented.

In the beginning it seemed like Trauma-therapy and there was a lot of "love-bombing", then they used the trauma-template to "program", feels like a Pavlovian dog. I don´t want to be programmed. It is against my dignity. Hence I protested, sometimes in public. I don´t work for the government, nor security sector, I don´t hold sensitive Information, I am not rich, I am not even very bright, so there is no gain from abusing me.

Traumas like these leave the Targets isolated, vulnerable and disturbed. I would like to see the people responsible for this in the ICC. I consider it as war crimes. Maybe this is another form of modern terrorism.

I went on hunger strike for some time, then I decided to leave the country. So far this has cost me 8 years of my life. This is not therapy. Unitl today I am more of a fugitive than a human being.

They used computerized rapid recorded voices, acoustic masks of voiced one knows, so to make them more acceptable, hypnosis, sleep deprivation, they tapped my vocal chords (wonder what I might mumble in my sleep?), they raped me electronically, they pulsed my heart as if to give a jolt, ..guess what: other people get smater, I get all dull and the duller the more keen on getting out of this hell. I wonder whether the radiation provokes Alzheimer, since the heating of brain tissue could lead to a misfolding of proteins, couldn´t it?

I made the decision to deconstruct the maschine after 3 weeks of encounter. This is still my choice. I don´t even know if it is government. I started my hypothesis with "destructive cult". On the other hand I read "destrucitve cult programming" was used by terrorists, so maybe I´ll work with this hypothesis as well.

I consider myself as partially handicapped due to the abuses, but I can work normally. One doesn´t see it. I never joined any cult or religion or political party. One looses ones capacity to hold on to something. I can remember they raped electronically on one X-mas eve. Ever since there is no God. I no longer volunteer or donate to charities.

Even when I plan to something will happen that will hamper the attempt, like a software. I have a whole list of questions they asked computerized. They even wanted to know bank details. I won´t have chilren after the abuses and this doesn´t come as too much of a shock since I simply wouldn´t like to see them being targeted.

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